Friday, March 6, 2009

Broken heart

My broken heart is worse than ever today. Ben's seeing someone else and I can barely handle it. I just want to move on but I literally think about him with her every second of the day. Then I go to sleep, and fricken dream about it. This really, really sucks. I wish there were a way to go back in time so I could set things right. I'm just speechless at how he's going about this. I guess I don't really have much to say. Maybe I'll write late...

1 comment:

  1. Wish I could be home this weekend. If you want to come visit this week, you can. My door is always open. We will try and come home next weekend for a few days. I know how you feel about Ben. It probably feels like your whole day is consumed with thinking about it. It will only get easier even though it doesnt feel like it now. Love you so much and Miss you.

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